"I don't know what I'm saying"

Ah yes. So here I am. Here I sit at the college tainted with false security and self-esteem. It's 1:25, I don't know what I'm saying. That's such a great way to bail myself out of something I shouldn't be saying or writing. "I don't know what I'm saying" There's a great quality to it. I will say this though, I take myself too seriously. I just need to tone it down. Cool it down as it were. It's 1:26, I don't know what I'm saying. The moment I get a clear thought that's worth mentioning and LJ-appropriate, I'll let you know. Most of mine usually defy both categories. Not too sure why that is. Oh, now I remember. Because I suck. Ah yes. Again with the self-deprecation. I was supposed to read Antigone for the class I'm going to in 2 minutes. I kinda pansied out with a sparknotes synopsis and a Dano summary. I've been really under-achievey lately. It's not a good thing. It's not something to be proud of. It's 1:28, I don't know what I'm saying. 32