"There's a zone"

Believe or not I actually like being an alternate. I know it's not working "the way it's supposed to be" but I'm having a time and it'll come together blah blah blah. What I don't think will happen, however, is all 36 of us coming as close together as everyone did last year. That's just, no. That's not gonna happen. It's to diverse a group but I'm having fun. Hopefully, the video will be the shiznick if I don't screw it up in some way, seeing as how everything I touch turns to crap. HAHA.....it's true. Right now I'm listening to Yo-Yo Ma play Bach's Cello Suites and I'm feelin' all classy. But I suppose using the phrase "feelin' all classy" pretty much destroys my chances of poessesing any class. But class is underrated these days. Talent and beauty, sure, why not? But intelligence, wit, and class. You'd be hard pressed to find a triple whammy as far as that's concerned. You find a 5 for 5, I suggest you snatch that up before someone does. I actually am in no position to snatch I love going on long and stupid tangents without wanting to but then bailing myself out by saying "I don't know what I'm saying". I'm trying to figure out what I contribute to the group. It's not the funny because A) We've got plenty of that already and B) I'm not. When I make a joke that makes somebody laugh it's like an eclipse. I'm still searching for my "sweet spot" as it were. Right now I'm great for bitchslapping and being told to shuttup but I can do more than that. Come on. "YOUDONTLIKETHEAMISH?!?!" 20